Stalk pictures till shed tears?

Who am I stalking? Confidential ;P

Let's just say that I finally found the true distance between us. 

The path of growing up... The more I walk on it, the more pain I realised. For those who are following my blog, you are awesome! I faced both relationship + family disaster, not only I failed being a good boy boy, I failed being a good brother... Well, I do not think it's my fault, but who knows? We always did something wrong without realising.

Life has always been unfair, especially you are as awesome as I am. Everything does not go the way you planned. However, there is always choices and you can always create your own life, god gave us hands for reason(s) right? Choosing a harder path means you will face more challenges, at the same time you can become wiser. But what is the prize for doing so? I got burnt badly. I was severely mistreated. I forgive them for not taking me seriously, it's their lost anyways.
Oops... Out of topic... =x

I mean, we all face death any day soon, why should we always try our best while we can enjoy life to the fullest? Some may suggests that we have to strike a balance between fun and work. It is not as easy as it sounds. What about focusing? Focus on academic performance? Focus on family? Focus on..... It's a never ending dilemma.

                                      

So what is the distance between us? Well.... huge level gap(my apology for those who couldn't understand )

I guess the main problem is I do not even understand myself well. How can one know another while he/she don't even know him/herself ? Nobody cares what you think, never! when someone says that you failed, then you failed...

Does this mean that I need to upgrade myself? It is too soon for an overhaul, it's a customary to do this during new year eve =x 

Maybe, a little by little, change I shall...

For those who disrespected or disproved of me, well, you do not know what is coming at you =D

Whatever will be, will be and I will be extremely awesome as always !